Things I Adore

Maybe in the future we’ll run into each other and maybe we’ll ready to give love another chance. If not, I hope you get to achieve everything you’ve always wanted and have your dream career because that’s all you would talk about when you couldn’t sleep at night. I hope whoever you end up with helps you become the greatest version of the man you can be. Because I lost my chance in doing so.

You grow and change so much during your 20’s. You might have been compatible with your partner for most of your relationship these years, slowly drifted over the past year, and finally realized that it just isn’t going to work anymore.

This is not a poem. This is just me, pouring down my thoughts. I feel so restless recently. Like I have to figure things out as fast as possible. I over-read everything. Over-analyze. Over-do. I become so insecure. So perfectionist. I pushed my self too hard. To the point I'm so tired but I'm satisfied, like, at least I tried. But, this is so not me. Where did the old me go? This is so not me. But, is it good? Where will this feeling leads me? What is this?

The traces you left; In front of my door, on the couch, in the living room, on your clothes, in my head, echoing & haunting. But the traces were never actually there. It's only in my head, echoing & haunting. I'm left with nothing except these papers, there's number in it. "Call these numbers if you miss me" I tried, no one answered. No one heard me. Until one day I realized, people never left. I made them left. -an * puisi terinspirasi dari kisah seorang Nenek dekat kantor yang selalu duduk di teras rumahnya & meminta setiap orang yang lewat untuk menelfon saudaranya

Abandoned; but once loved. Once someone's first, once someone's last. They were someone's once. But aren't we all? -an. * puisi terinspirasi dari bangkai gerbong kereta di stasiun Purwakarta

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