Things I Adore

Maybe in the future we’ll run into each other and maybe we’ll ready to give love another chance. If not, I hope you get to achieve everything you’ve always wanted and have your dream career because that’s all you would talk about when you couldn’t sleep at night. I hope whoever you end up with helps you become the greatest version of the man you can be. Because I lost my chance in doing so.

You grow and change so much during your 20’s. You might have been compatible with your partner for most of your relationship these years, slowly drifted over the past year, and finally realized that it just isn’t going to work anymore.

This is not a poem. This is just me, pouring down my thoughts. I feel so restless recently. Like I have to figure things out as fast as possible. I over-read everything. Over-analyze. Over-do. I become so insecure. So perfectionist. I pushed my self too hard. To the point I'm so tired but I'm satisfied, like, at least I tried. But, this is so not me. Where did the old me go? This is so not me. But, is it good? Where will this feeling leads me? What is this?